Friday, November 20, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
DON'T QUIT!!!
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill.
When funds are low and the debts are high.
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit.
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns.
As everyone of us sometimes learns.
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out:
Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems so far:
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you must not QUIT.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
being an INTERN!!!
I was taking an evening walk back home after my exams got over, it was just a week after my exams…I was feeling great no worries, no tensions about studying, just relaxing and I had become quite an ignorant soul when it came to thinking about results… coz an anxiety gripped me tight whenever I thought of it…so in dat frame of mind, away from all the worries, I caught up wid my favourite music and was taking an evening walk when I got my first sms… it was my roomie congratulating me it said “congratulations Dr.Akanksha you have done well, you are a doctor now” results are out.
I took it jokingly coz just when I left durga I told her please inform me if results come out and she was like yes sure and all….And I thought may be she is kidding me since its just 1 week after exams how can results be out so soon?? So I ignored it for say about 10 minutes and was still enjoying my song and walking… suddenly I had this feeling why not check the university website for a result? Who knows?? If it has really come!! ;)
I came back home… logged de net and checked ma results and I could not believe it, I could see pass pass pass in all 7 subjects which meant a lot for me….i heaved a sigh of relief though it was unbelievable that I was a Dr. now…. Calls and more calls congratulating me kept on for many days…
I tried checking results of my fellow clinical batchmates…
A senior called me up to congratulate me and gave me a shocking news dat none of my fellow clinical batchmates could make it this time with me…
I was totally depressed… all that happiness dat I felt seemed to disappear I felt really sorry for them… coz v had all worked hard, really hard to get there.. I felt so low that I did not celebrate my passing.
This happened on 19th September 2007.
On 24th September 2007…… there was the most astonishing day of my life.
It was a day of fortune wid a tinge of misfortune… now why do I say that?? Well you really have to be patient and wait for more till I get there… coz this day has changed my outlook in life… It has changed my perspective in every aspect of my life… And I now know, I have been so fortunate to be a strong believer in the supreme power… it has deepened my faith in the god.. I can now be more thankful to him everyday than ever before…
Anywayz,
So internship was on… It felt awesome to get back to the same college amongst the same friends but now as responsible doctors to treat patients, all by yourself and knowing that we don’t have to carry instruments for every patient with us unlike students as it felt like a donkey then…. Loads of instruments loaded in bags ready to carry dem and roam from departments to departments… lolz ;)
The feeling was great… there were so many new things to learn even in internship. I enjoyed being in oral and maxillofacial surgery the most… I just loved being here, assisting so many varieties of new cases… it opened up an array of curious questions in me, deepening my realm of knowledge and I was loving every bit of it…
Soon internship was over… An year passed by… And I awaited for the most important day in a students life “convocation day”.
THE SECRET REVEALED….
Some of the thoughts that keep me inspireD……..
Dr. Joe Vitale:
You can have, do , or be anything you wanT !!!
Bob Proctor:
If you sEE it in your minD , you’re going to hold it in your hand.
See yourself living in abundance and you will attract it. It works everytime with every person.
The law of attraction is always working, whether you believe it or understand it or not.
Dr John Demartini:
If you look very carefully when it comes to the secret, and the power of our mind and the power of our intention in our daily lives, its all around us. All we have to do is open our eyes and look.
Lisa Nichols:
Thank god that there’s a time delay, that all of your thoughts don’t come true instantly. We’d be in trouble if they did, The element of time delay serves you. It allows you to reassess, to think about what you want, and to make a new choice.
Your thoughts and your feelings create your life. It will always be that way. Guranteed!
Michael Bernard Beckwith:
We live in a universe in which there are laws, just as there is a law of gravity. If you fall off a building it doesn’t matter if you’re a good person or a bad person, you’re going to hit the ground.
Bob Doyle:
The emotions are an incredible gift that we have, to let us know what we are thinking.
You’re getting exactly what you are feeling about, not so much what you’re thinking about.
That’s why people tend to spiral if they stub their toe getting out of bed. Their whole day goes like that. They have no clue that a simple shifting
Of their emotions can change their entire day—and life.
If you start out having a good day and you’re in that particular happy feeling, as long as you don’t allow something to change your mood, you’re going to continue to attract, by the law of attraction, more situations and people that sustain that happy feeling.
Winston Churchill:
You create your own universe as you go along.

