being an INTERN!!!

So Now I got results of my final BDS and was a complete Dr.
I was taking an evening walk back home after my exams got over, it was just a week after my exams…I was feeling great no worries, no tensions about studying, just relaxing and I had become quite an ignorant soul when it came to thinking about results… coz an anxiety gripped me tight whenever I thought of it…so in dat frame of mind, away from all the worries, I caught up wid my favourite music and was taking an evening walk when I got my first sms… it was my roomie congratulating me it said “congratulations Dr.Akanksha you have done well, you are a doctor now” results are out.
I took it jokingly coz just when I left durga I told her please inform me if results come out and she was like yes sure and all….And I thought may be she is kidding me since its just 1 week after exams how can results be out so soon?? So I ignored it for say about 10 minutes and was still enjoying my song and walking… suddenly I had this feeling why not check the university website for a result? Who knows?? If it has really come!! ;)
I came back home… logged de net and checked ma results and I could not believe it, I could see pass pass pass in all 7 subjects which meant a lot for me….i heaved a sigh of relief though it was unbelievable that I was a Dr. now…. Calls and more calls congratulating me kept on for many days…
I tried checking results of my fellow clinical batchmates…
A senior called me up to congratulate me and gave me a shocking news dat none of my fellow clinical batchmates could make it this time with me…
I was totally depressed… all that happiness dat I felt seemed to disappear I felt really sorry for them… coz v had all worked hard, really hard to get there.. I felt so low that I did not celebrate my passing.
This happened on 19th September 2007.
On 24th September 2007…… there was the most astonishing day of my life.
It was a day of fortune wid a tinge of misfortune… now why do I say that?? Well you really have to be patient and wait for more till I get there… coz this day has changed my outlook in life… It has changed my perspective in every aspect of my life… And I now know, I have been so fortunate to be a strong believer in the supreme power… it has deepened my faith in the god.. I can now be more thankful to him everyday than ever before…
Anywayz,
So internship was on… It felt awesome to get back to the same college amongst the same friends but now as responsible doctors to treat patients, all by yourself and knowing that we don’t have to carry instruments for every patient with us unlike students as it felt like a donkey then…. Loads of instruments loaded in bags ready to carry dem and roam from departments to departments… lolz ;)
The feeling was great… there were so many new things to learn even in internship. I enjoyed being in oral and maxillofacial surgery the most… I just loved being here, assisting so many varieties of new cases… it opened up an array of curious questions in me, deepening my realm of knowledge and I was loving every bit of it…
Soon internship was over… An year passed by… And I awaited for the most important day in a students life “convocation day”.